Thursday, January 11, 2007
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down I can say it so clearly But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And
I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And
I'm missin' you And
nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me.......
PhoeNix 10:22 PM
freezing temperatures, an endless pile of backlog a10 hr workday has taken a toll on my health...im now ill...
I pray that i would be alright asap and yeah....I HAVE TO WORK ON SATURDAYS!!!!! arghhhhh
PhoeNix 9:22 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
pushing and shoving on the bus, smelly stinky bods at the end of the day,
oh yeah...my work at HSBC has begun and it would be a 3 month stint at hsbc clearing backlogs...haha! so its simply rush rush rush throughout the day...
its boring though, repeating each process for each form over and over again. but, i have once again met nice people. i havent known them well enough yet so i will update upon my next post about everyone!
PhoeNix 9:52 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
the irony...
throughout december, i have been serachin for jobs, picking up the Classified section of The Straits Times, scrutinizing the small fronts, going for an interview and finally listening to the "we'll call you when we need you" play by my ear again and again.
then after a looong wait....they all called together and eventually, i picked the job that was offered to me by HSBC (duh...) and yeah....so, tmr, my job starts.
no more rottin at home, no more poor days. =)
PhoeNix 3:08 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
its 2007, and im here...all alone...bored, loney...
new year resolutions? none really. they dont really work out for me. all i know is that i have to make the best of out my army career on the 9th april.
and of course, improve on my cycling techniques.
heres to a happy new year to all my blog readers. cheers
PhoeNix 12:05 AM